Tuesday, July 26, 2016

I still think of you at times...

Its been more than a year, exact timing is 13 months 6 days.
So much things have change, the people, the environment, myself, you. Yet... why is this feeling still lingering inside of me...
At times I will think of you, I miss calling you baby, I miss holding your hand, I miss hugging you, there so much things that I wish I could have done for you when we were still together. Yet those times will never come back again... nor there will be any miracle in the future...
I am not saying that I am unplease with the current life I am living now. I have people that I could depend on, chances to explore myself to the world, friends who will go crazy with me over some chit chat, and brothers who will selflessly help each other out no matter how busy they are...

I am truely happy about it... I find myself very lucky...

Yet..., there are times I think...I wish... you were still by my side...

I wanna share with you my joy, my excitement, my feelings...

Seeing how you are now... I am relieve...
At least you have step out of the darkness that has been swallowing you up. You have grown stronger.😊

Be strong, continue to strive, I am sure you will get there someday!

I will be watching over you like I always do...