Saturday, January 1, 2011

Everytime I see her,I feel like telling her how much I feel for her for this 3 years...,how much I wanted not only to be a friend,not to be only wushu warriors,I wanted to tell her that I love her...
I don't know,I feel like running away from everything now,from the school,from my friends,from her......I don't even dare to look at her in the eyes sometimes.
I wanted more,knowing I'm selfish,knowing I'm childish,knowing though she does'nt even like me,but still,I wanted more,I wanted our relationship not only to stop at being friends...
She's leaving the school in 1 year time...,n I don't wanna her to leave,if she leave,I may nv be able to see her again...I think I may cried on the night the day she graduate...

I don't think anybody will come to this blog anymore...,so I will just post this,but if u have come to this blog n know who I'm talking about...pls....,don't tell her,I don't wanna let her feel awkward when we meet each other next time,I only want to express my feelings here...,this is also my last blog,I will just leave it like that......Wish me that I won't die......